I've never had something that I would call a future.

Forever is just a concept that's never worth thinking.



I want something more than this one,

I'll take my time this time

just to try to find me somewhere my blood runs cold each day.

I find nothing.



Life can't get me out of its teeth,

it tried to chew me up and spit me out.

But to me it's tongue in cheek that I will die without doubt,

kicking and screaming, asking life for simple ways out.



I've always done nothing

And thought I would just make it

Forever is just a concept

That's never worth thinking