The things you tried to make me believe in

To live, give, love and forgive 



I'm trying... 



Never painless, emotional emptiness

I always keep raping myself this way

Just darkness, I'm building myself a mountain of grief

I'm left by myself

Noose of guilt around my neck

Will there be someone here to listen?



Self destructive, or call it what you want

Self deception, I do it time and time again



True denial, Am I suicidal?

As my pain mounts up

I really can't tell anymore

Now I am 

I'm left by myself

Fed up by thoughts

Will there be someone here to listen?



Self destructive, or call it what you want

Self deception, I do it time and time again



Can't put my life on hold

I need to catch my breath



Self destructive, or call it what you want

Self deception, I do it time and time again 

Halls of emptiness, filled up with my mistakes

Still rejected, all that's left is loneliness...



I'm left by myslef

Fed up by thoughts

There were no one here to listen 

Regret 



Forget