So many times I've tried to

Get away from you!

Never thinking or realizing

What you put me through!

When will I get over

This nightmare!

I've tried to hide these tears

While you point and stare!



Shut up, get out, run away, I'm No PARIAH!



Tell me why

You cannot accept me

For what I am inside

It's hard to hide the pain

When that's all you left in me!



And so many times I've hurt myself

To try and let it out!

Contemplating things things I know

Will only let me down!

I just pray that you will

See what I am inside!

I don't know if this will help you

But each time you lie I die!



I'd rather die than to be like you