I watch the sky and it's turning to grey

My emotions are like a storm deep inside me

I don't want to feel, but it's so fucking real

This shit is back again and it's killing me



I want to tell you, but I can not explain

In my words selfish, uncontrollable rage

I feel the fear, I feel the hate

And I feel I am going insane



Look at me, I hit the bottom

I'm out of my mind, I lose the control

Give me something, the pain is killing me

You are my shelter, you are my shelter



I'm going through changes, I don't understand

It came from nothing and now I feel it everywhere

I'm in secure, im going down

I feel so lonely in this deep and dark hole



Give me your hand, I need your help

Even if I hurt you, please try to forgive me

Now I'm not myself, now I'm someone else

Show me the way, I want to come back



Look at me, I hit the bottom

I'm out of my mind, I lose control

Give me something, the pain is killing me

You are my shelter, you are my shelter