[Takala]



Something what once was desired

turned into a thrill

that should not

ever be



Now I'm kneeling down, to ground

I'm begging for the reasons

I'm asking for comprehension

I am crying out for explanation

for all I've done

There's no answer

but my own weakness



And I'm crying now

The tears of this betrayal

reversed to cause

So much deeper pain

than the others

could ever make me feel



I thought I could

fight back the lust

but I'm too weak

the desire burns

It's much too strong

I've betrayed your trust

How could you ever forgive me

...When I can't...



All that's happened now, to me

Just confusing, torturing

How did I end up

like this



As I'm dying now

I hope I've paid for my deeds

I tried to fight to make things right

but for me the price was

these wounds in my soul

they won's heal