My time, all my life

some way, I saved

the memory, the pending,

the family, surround me



a god given time,

a god given gift of life.

a time to take away,

to kill the pain,

to give me to the ground.



the pills, the windowsill

razorblade, great escape

so lonely, the feeling,

the slipping, the bleeding



good lord where are you found?

carry judgement way underground

did you laugh at me, now alone?

shoulda changed my way by now...



hero...



a god given time,

a god given gift of life.

a time to take away,

to kill the pain,

to give me to the ground.