[verse#1]

The years have gone by 

and i still think of u. 

Couldnt sleep at night, 

I was just thinking what to do.

All i wanted was to see that u cared,

but wen the time was right, 

U were never there.

Tonight i saw u and i knew this day would come,

I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb. 



[verse #2]

look at me looking better than u ever did 

i wanna show u something that i know we never had 

even tho i tried i couldnt walk away 

couldnt say things i really had to say to you ..anymore 

but im trying not try... anymore. 

trying not to try. 



[verse#3]

been waitin for this moment for too long 

and i want it so bad but i know its wrong 

why cant u feel the way i do for u 

why do i keep holding on..



Trying.... Im trying not to try

Trying...Im trying not to try