i see through me, inside the outside of you

can things seem so close

so near, yet too far out of reach

distorted veils from behind which only i see

the clear perception of what life rally should be



take my hand, dependent to feel

insanity for what is real

in twisted redemption, release the confines

reality seems to restrict with



one side say it's a sin, indulgence, let it suck you in

at peace when out of you mind

to kill another day in my life



seems so feint, can't find my way out of this maze

drowning deeper, the soul believer

taking my life is the only way



lost inside mental feeling

how different i percieve this life

of unseen madness

in a state of awareness, i cling to revelations

inverted to make the most sense



just a fool who's lost his way

when each night blurs into day

not willing to count the cost

i'm just adicted, my life is lost

can't you see, fuck i'm in pain

no life to lead, nothing to gain