I'm so tired of waking up tired
but it's trite to say I've tried to change
why can't my limbs send out the same wavelength
of hands that relate
and everyone is so
goddamn concerned
with diction
of a dictionary
and everything is nothing
without context
it's not a contest
maybe it's a good thing
maybe everything's as important as it seems
lately I've been losing 
more friends than I've been making