emptyness, how silly everything can be
my words are strong
my acts are weak
the truth is different

I wanted all
now I am standing here, don?t give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
it drones in my head ? a weird tone
it sounds like

I didn?t lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
but I don?t wanna wait
but I don?t wanna
but I don?t wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a  chance to show my capability
I?m mad, i?m mad, I?m mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a  chance to show my capability
I?m mad, i?m mad, I?m mad

here I am hiding my head in sand
here I am swearing I am innocent
don?t wanna crawl, don?t wanna sink
all on my own

I wanted all
but it?s hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
and smile down

who will tell me where it is at all
who will tell me how to get there
?cause I don?t wanna wait
I don?t wanna
I don?t wanna
I don?t wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a  chance to show my capability
I?m mad, i?m mad, I?m mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a  chance to show my capability
I?m mad, i?m mad, I?m mad

I wanted all
but it?s hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
?cause I don?t wanna wait
I don?t wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a  chance to show my capability
I?m mad, i?m mad, I?m mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a  chance to show my capability
I?m mad, i?m mad, I?m mad

The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me