The sun is shining outside
But deep within I only
Feel the dark
Believe me this is
No walk in the park

I wish I could be the person
That I used to be, but this
Pain leaves me no ability
To be free

Understood

It's hard to force myself
To get up everyday
To feel good, 

But it's not my fault I promise
I wasn't like this before
It's this damn pressure inside of my head
That's left me with no more.