The rain weeps past the windows, a strange feeling keeps a hold on me. 

where am I? what has been before? questions, hardly answerable. cannot 

feel time, cannot feel myself.


loneliness with me that breaks one's mind by time, remembrance, a pale 

shadow of past illusions. lost the time, lost the feelings, lost the 

thoughts, lost my mind, why not my life?!


[chorus]


it's the loss I feel of every day that's gone!

it interlards me, gives me a shape

that fits this unreal dismal world 

I want to leave and escape the pain


they entered and left this drowning life so displaced, cut roots bleeding. 

like acid sadness burns in me

again I cant find any sense in my life

lost my hope

before the dawn the time went

another time i want to die


the strange feeling still burdening me

remembrance, the rotten shadow of my illusions. 

lost the time, lost the feelings, lost the thoughts, lost my mind...


I am dying slowly

my mind breaks away


reality nothing more than the distorted reflections in my cup, there's 

only sadness,

when you're watching yourself die and your world falls apart before your 

eyes