searching for higher meaning 

i stumble to a fall 

laid you back and forth between the innocence 

and the frail days that started on 

and the beginning was never this frightening 

and nobody warned you of that 

and you never thought something this beautiful 

could send you deeper into the abyss 





so you're pushing the needle again 

hoping that when you do 

somebody's waiting for you 

rusted and old 

your feelings have numbed 

when you find nobody there 



pushing farther and farther 

you need someone 

you need anyone 

to show you yourself from deeper within 

and if only someone could forgive you 

for all that's been done and said 

but maybe it's too late to change 

and nobody cares anymore 







you'll find out that nobody cares anymore 

you'll find you'll have to save yourself 







nobody's there