drawn into the light of deception

the warmth of it's beauty flows through my being

strangulation, a sensation alien in nature to me

eyes open and here i am

a dream tells me of my (abduction/conception)


remembering the ancient dream of a memory

confined to the physical, inside a conciousless host

euphoric hypnosis, vivid reality

the addiction, the substances necessary to the illusion - life

i remember my (conception/abduction) and how i was taken,

with the countless number

cease to be, free existence

i remember the weightless warmth and the light coming from outside the womb

the naked cold of your lie - birth


i commend you on your deceit

a prison so perfectly concealed

suffer, and gain salvation

favor, in your eyes

earn, the privilege of (slavery/servitude)

bleeding through the doors of rebirth

brought back to life with a bullet to the head

i thank you for the key, death without fear

the only doorway to re-existence

now you stand before me, and i before you, the uncreation you regret

i am the living doorway to re-existence

with a single breath you can be forever

i am the (messiah/savior/deliverer) of all