Welcome to the beast house, your back so soon

Like youve never been, on every full moon

And I am starting to realize for the first time

If I dont get out soon, Im really going to die

As though it is meant to be i cant think straight

My mind is a blur and it is fluttering with hate


To the beast I am nothing, or so shell say

Here in the lair, trying not to see another day

Because pain heals in time

Soon we will all die

Now you can fuck god because I am still alive


Things will get better, or so the beast will sing

but nothing has changed, its the same fucking thing

Its last breakdown, it fucking flew

Cursing of dissaproval on everything I do

If this will continue, fucking tell me atleast

Because someday my spirit will rest in peace 


To the beast I have nothing important to say

Now in the forest wondering if Ill see another day

Or if I will be saved in time

Not left here to die

And I Fucking blambe god because Im still alive


But there is new hope with a blessing from a friend

I can defeat the beast and be standing at the end

Because I will no longer fucking bleed

For the addiction that i would feed

I kept telling myself it is all in my head

The rejection is killing me, but Im already dead


I dont care anymore what the beast will say

Still breathing the air, thankful I woke up today

I have yet to be saved in time, 

But i no longer wish to die

And I thank god because I made it alive.