The hands of my mistakes 
Claw at my eyes and mouth 
They won't let me go 
And they never will 
The more I struggle 
The deeper I sink 
Into this sea of writhing blackness 
I am filled with spite 
For me and only me 
I wish death upon 
Only the man in the mirror 
I wish I could take back 
Every year I've lived 
Every choice I've made 
The more I struggle 
The deeper I sink 
Into this sea of writhing blackness 
Their putrid limbs 
Slither around me 
I am entangled in their wretched grip 

I curse my life (I curse my life) 
With every breath that I breathe (Breath that I 
breathe) 
I curse my life (I curse my life) 
With every word that I speak (Word that I speak) 
I am cursed, I am damned 
Cursed 
Damned 
Cursed 
Damned 
I am cursed, I am damned 
I have made my home here 
Among the dead 
I have made my home here 
Among the dead (Dead) 
I have made my home here 
Among the- 
We've been waiting for you 
Where have you been 
I have made my home here 
Among the dead