Doctor please just take away the pain, I'm sat here
Broken down living in the rain
Buildings fall and seasons always change
How many leaves must fall before the end of days?
Before the end of days

This is my last letter, I hate myself and this life more than I ever
Ever have had and it's not like it's getting better, there's nothing left to say
And at the end of the day I wanna fade away
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do if I ever lost you, and it's hard to say
If you left me here today I'd blow myself away

Baby it's ok, I don't wanna die today
I'mma put this knife away if you promise to stay
Am I to blame for why you live this way?
You got me broke down standing in the rain
It's a shame the way that my life has turned
All the bridges I burned yet I still ain't learned
To take it easy, I wanna step outta time
I know in my mind I get my chance to shine
I'd like to see the sunshine, my days are dark
And I know in my heart that we have fallen apart
And here I start with all the stressing and depression
And I'm guessing this is just god testing with another life lesson
And I'm hoping once again that our paths will cross
And in the end your love for me was never lost
Don't toss me in the cold, I just can't handle that
I know you love me, I know you'd be back

This day I better not drink all night, it's hard when you're not by my side
I can't do this without you and when I'm gone please don't cry
Keep me in your heart and mind, sorry for all I put you through

This is it, no more fights
No more crying, no more yelling all night
Can we make it right? Is it worth it anymore?
I don't give a fuck if you walk out the door

The touch of winter is cold, the needle calls my soul
The gun placed right under my chin, you did this...