Yeah you heard it right, that's what I said
I wanna grow up to be young and dead
Run with the worst-I wanna finish last
Don't want a future rather drown in the past

Wanna be blind, stupid, lazy, and bored
tortured and crazy, outcast and ignored
Truly hated - I wanna be a bad seed

So what if I had all those little girl dreams
Now I know that's just some junk on a screen
I got my own plan and if all goes well
I'm guaranteed a lifetime of living hell

Chorus

Well I've had this hole in my heart
for some time
All of my life I've had something to hide

Thanks for nothing, I guess you meant well
But I better be going I got a body to sell
Won't you come around if your ghost surrenders
Take one look at me and I'm sure you'll remember

Chorus