underestimated, spreading out

contagious oversaturations

strengthened apparitions beat away

aggressions altered state pretention,

crunch in anesthesia, conscious anesthesia,

huh


weave the worm thru/ bound to bein

the bait that I am spilling ominous trails

of blood from rejection, an' as foul as

it all is of an autocoid stench numb

from holding it in for too long

forgotten, and even if it's true whats

been said never mind 'bout not having

to flinch being one step ahead of

yourself made anagrams of your stealth

attitudes insignificunt


lost in ever / lasting sickness / writhe in

instinct / anachronistic


brick by brick shutting out all

reflections of size letting it go

backwards fall then materialize, in

remorse, incomplete killed inspite of

defeat as conclusive accomplishments

cannibalize


more lies, as wise as you are, regrets

designed the scars that marks the rest

of your sheltered, life logistics.


soaked in rapture, clean clots, unebbed

dead?

to cull the rumor going round, that

re occurring fucking sound

emptiness / denial / thoughtlessness


sadistic ties surmise, fantasize, to make

that vertigo away and make forever

everyday.

not even itself is theself right, it's taken as

nothing necessity just to keep

giving something it's selfish.

lazyness, desire, sacrifice, a dream.

the spawn of hypocrisy's birthed

opportunity

offering reasons, soul, waste of time.


Not even explained, maybe forthright,

there could be a purpose I think destiny

told me so, last nights intro, in utero

i've carried spawn for hates, cut the

guiding apostle taking dues from

underneath, footing swept from

beneath, the realm of a place I'll never

go


brick by brick retention, altered shape

rejection chameleons mould to the

outcome distorting the mirrors

reflecting the view.

bait that I am.


grinding paranoia calculating from a

distance, between the difference, different

sides collide an unmissing stride

running on agony racing to answers

thats finding out something thats

stapled itself necessary


not to b true


life's to simple?

democratic?

tantamount in impotence.