she is at the end chasing her own fading light 

running from her shadow in the name of living 

searched for worth in the lust of men 

paid in blood in different beds 

mistaking sex for true love 

they never meant a thing 

her addiction brought her a world 

of coward boys and of cheater girls 

looking for an easy way out of being ordinary 

so she boarded their sinking ship 

and crossed their red needle sea 

drowning truth to live her lie 

that she was ordinary 

in her fading shadow