Sometimes I'm feeling surround.....

Sometimes I'm feeling surrounded 



Someone tell me it's my imagination, 

Just a dream I had. 

Gambling away what's left of a life sometimes I wish I never had. 

Surrounded in my mind once again

Happens time and time again,

Fighting to keep the good alive

But my bad side always seems to win. 



When I can't see the light, 

How can I choose a side? 

Surrounded by my darkness once again 



The wings of obscurity come grasp me up again, 

So surrounded...but it seems ok. 

I really think the worst of me is coming back again,

So surrounded...but it seems ok to me.



I slowly seep into a depth 

Where others cannot see. 

Try to open eyes sealed by the death of my obscurity. 

I really try but wish to offer you 

Such an unsteady heart. 

I watch my fate unravel as my life slowly tears apart.



When I can't see the light,

How can I choose a side? 

Surrounded by my darkness once again. 



But still I wonder what is wrong with me, 

So give it up, and now, turning worlds upside down.