Or should I say that he loved me

I was in second grade, he was fourteen

In the shady of the trees

It was a summer breeze

Whole thing's a blurry dream

Behind the house quiet as a mouse

He told me not to breathe

A secret hard to keep

I didn't know till thirteen

By then I knew just what to do

It was just an old routine

All the boys they fell in love with me

All the boys had a thing for me



CHORUS: x2

You see me trying to smile up on this pole

But I'm just hiding the pain that's deep in my soul

You wanna fuck me

I already know

You wanna fuck me and toss me back on the floor



My mama she always said to me I am the brightest star

In life, you're sure to go so far

But I've been at this club about four years

Hooked on dope, crying in the mirror

When we were just little girls

We learned to dance in mama's pearls

Baby bend over and shake that ass for me

Hoping you fall in love with me

I could make love to you for free

We could just get a place and start a life

And try to make things right.



CHORUS: x4

You see me trying to smile up on this pole

But I'm just hiding the pain that's deep in my soul

You wanna fuck me

I already know

You wanna fuck me and toss me back on the floor