i dropped all of my lovers. 

i stood up and screamed ' I'm in love! ' 



you gave it to me through the eyes, hatred. 

centuries deep and true. 

i was wrong, graceless, and sick. 

all of the things that i had learned had been wasted. 



there was no living creature as foul as i, 

and all of my poems were false. 

i could feel my soul, dropping down through the mattress. 

i had to leap up before it hit the floor. 

and I'm so alone. 



illumination held out in front of my reaching arms. 

the darker things get the better i see. 

I'm so alone and so are you, 

we all live and die that way.



you gave it to me through the eyes, hatred. 

centuries deep and true. 

i was wrong, graceless, and sick. 

all of the things that i had learned had been wasted. 





there was no living creature as foul as i, 

and all of my poems were false.





there was no living creature as foul as i, 

and all of my poems were false.and all of my poems were false. 

i could feel my soul, dropping down through the mattress. 



i could feel my soul dropping down.