My visions blurred from drinking all week

So sick of living [?] dripping worse from bigger hits of the weed

My ambitions burnt simply cause I stink of the grief

The filthy need to be turn into a typical freak

I'm digging dirt cause I know no better

My mind is the rain inside this loco weather

Never go home never, never show no leisure

I smoke cones in broke homes to break pressure

This is no lecture, just my life as it is

Its a crossword, a puzzle, its a mind boggle quiz

My friends can't believe the slime that I grovel in

Its bothering them and my whole offering

And I stare into darkness, prepare for reality

I scared but I'm heartless

I dared them to battle me

Never spared my morality

To be another animal scavenging on gravity

I can't handle it - I gave in

Alone with candles lit - I stay thin

Greedier than anyone I know

So I grow to be alone

I can't handle it - I gave in

Alone with candles lit - I stay thin

Greedier than anyone I know

So I grow to be alone

I'm a lonely trucker

Heading a lonely supper

In a area where the bitches know they're stuck up

I'm the only sucker without a home for tucker

Every where I go I seem to slowly f**k up

My brains going insane

I've only got myself to blame

My drive all day, Im tired, I'm drained

From all this shit that comes my way

Im f**king dazed, put on weight from my laziness

Will i ever escape from this craziness?

From this haziness I bleed quick

From clean hits[?] from these shivs[?] blood streams of green[?] shit

I leave this and try go somewhere different

Leave all this f**king pain that I've inflicted

I run far away from the daze from the pictures [?]

Leave the old girlfriend plus the offsider bitches

I can't handle it - I gave in

Alone with candles lit - I stay thin

Greedier than anyone I know

So I grow to be alone

I can't handle it - I gave in

Alone with candles lit - I stay thin

Greedier than anyone I know

So I grow to be alone

The girls don't look twice at me no more

I've decreased my beef but they still don't call

They need metro freaks and f**king Emo shorts

But f**k that I'm an MC the meanest sort

Ima clean this store and make this shit happen

f**k relationships, f**k happiness and f**k rapping

I love rapping but can't seduct to my lump sum packet

Now I can't afford a mic or a rust jacket

I jump faggots over dumb butt habits

Im a young [?]

Jumping over bumpy bump [?] patches

I can't hack it I need rehabilitation

And a difference in this villain can't feel a nation[?]

Start to get a lil bit brittle ittle[?] and impatient

I'm middle age and feeling this payment

I'm stated thats worthless, bankrupt and stupid

I can't take this its so brutal and ruthless

I can't handle it - I gave in

Alone with candles lit - I stay thin

Greedier than anyone I know

So I grow to be alone

I can't handle it - I gave in

Alone with candles lit - I stay thin

Greedier than anyone I know

So I grow to be alone