i sit alone in my room at night

trying to figure out how to make my life right

all this hate inside my head

and all my life i am seeing red

i tell myself there's a better way

that maybe tomorrow will bring a better day

i just need to figure it out

what is happiness all about?



[Chorus]

if society doesn't kill me - 

then it will be my mind!



i look at people walking down the street

they look content, and their lives complete

maybe it's me, maybe i can't relate

and maybe misery has sealed my fate

i look at my life with a magnifying glass

i think of the future, then i look at my past

find all the demons infecting my brain

gotta kill em now before i go insane!