so lost tell me how can it be i'm desperately

trying to understand why i will push you from

me so close but so far away i cannot see how

this happened to me i'm so sorry to say

so lost for so long i cannot tell how in my

mind and what moment in time i woke up in this

cell so close yet so far away i cannot see how

this happened to me i'm so sorry to say

i want you to go away from me

i want you so much to stay with me