I swear
There's no-one over here
To make me pure and clear,
To bring me back to lifeÂ…
You know,
My blood's too tired to flow,
My eyes now fail to glow
And my pain I cannot show
To anyone around meÂ…

Now I'm scarcely able to emote
Watching you all,
You fake-loving numb-hearts.
Truth is sticking somewhere in my throat
‘Cause my words will fall
Straight on your deaf ears.
I'm on a rollÂ… 

Behind the veil
I feel so cold and paleÂ…
[Can't set the pain free, can't take it away]
Drained and so frail
When my painkillers failÂ…
[The fakes and the lies make my whole life a decay]


What luck!
Each time I love I'm struck,
My sincerity sucks
But no-one gives a fuck!
And yet,
Disabled to lament
My soul I can't forget,
Can't be a dope insteadÂ…
I cling to dreams of true love.

Now I'm scarcely able to emote
Watching you all,
You fake-loving numb-hearts.
Truth is sticking somewhere in my throat
‘Cause my words will fall
Straight on your deaf ears.
I'm on a rollÂ… 

Behind the veil
I feel so cold and paleÂ…
[Can't set the pain free, can't take it away]
Drained and so frail
When my painkillers failÂ…
[The fakes and the lies make my whole life a decay]

I can never ever be an asshole for some motherfucker!
I'm getting sick, and the trick is not to become that 
weak
(Crawl!) Sometimes we all got nothing to melt with and 
so we
(Fall!) To where we're calledÂ… to forget the fucking 
coldÂ…

I know you're always there 
To come in and cum in my face,
I swear I don't care
If you got a time to waste.

I don't need this bullshit
I don't want this bullshit
I can't stand this bullshit
I thought I had love but that was a pure shit!

Do you give a fuck ‘bout what I feel today?
Your features abate due to your cock that you 
celebrate!
The endorphin makes me high when making love is thin
But when it fades away the pain is to win!
(Why?!) I'm not getting obscene by and by (painkillers 
fail!)
(Lie!) Through pain I disdain ‘n' be the same (cold and 
frail!)
(Cry!) Why can I yet deny and defy this shit? (female!)
(Fly!) Nowhere to run so I try not to die! (don't 
fail!)

Now I'm scarcely able to emote
Watching you all,
You fake-loving numb-hearts.
Truth is sticking somewhere in my throat
‘Cause my words will fall
Straight on your deaf ears.
I'm on a rollÂ… 

I'm all alone and frail (painkillers fail!) 
I'm watching the progress of my calamity 
So drained and pale (the painkillers fail!)
They tell me that's life, I feel like I'm

Killed behind my veil (painkillers fail!)
I bet there is no-one to pull me out
No reasons to cry and wail (painkillers fail!)
They tell me that's life! Oh, fuck it all but that's 
life!