go!
wa-wa-wa what i want?
wa-wa-wa what have i got? (today)

There are so... many ways to get a punch in a gut
and several others to cut away the good feelings you 
got.
Sometimes it throws you down on your knees
and then there's nothing to calm you, no satisfacton, 
no ease.
I tried and i tried to be good,
assured myself everyday that i could
be better and cleaner than all that i was
after the first time a man took off all of my clothes.

it's nice to have sex with the one you love,
and it's cool to be fucked if you think you're loved.
yet it cuts to the bone when you know you where wrong
and all the mutherfuckin' feelings you felt them alone.
so here i am! all i want is spit it all out!
I want a drink, i want a drug and i wanna shout!
because the pain i feel is growing deeper with every 
breath
i dance and drink and get high all night awaiting my 
death.

My yesterday's gone away, and now it's buried:
It slowly died and it took the best part of me.
So I know i have got no love for tommorow:
I guess i've got nothing more, but hate for today.

There are so... many ways to get tired of life
and several motives to cut away all the memories with a 
knife.
Sometimes it knocks you down in the mud
and then you're coward, and you suck, and damn your 
god. 
I tried and i tried to wash down
the shit off my soul, but it's always around
it sticks to my skin and it flows through my veins,
it makes me entangled, it holds me in chains.

it's cool to believe in love when you're betrayed,
but i wasn't able to, so my choice is hate.
the more you where open, the more it would hurt
and the deeper your feelings are stamped into dirt.
so here i am! all i want is puke it all out!
I want the music kick me up, i want it be loud!
because the pain i feel is growing deeper with every 
breath
i dance and drink and get high all night awaiting my 
death.

My yesterday's gone away, and now it's buried:
It slowly died and it took the best part of me.
So I know i have got no love for tommorow:
I guess i've got nothing more, but hate for today.
My yesterday's gone away, and now it's buried:
It slowly died and it took the best part of me.
So I know i have got no love for tommorow:
I guess i've got nothing more, but hate for today.

you can't stop me. (Stop your suicide!) 
I'm gonna break free from life (Stop!) 
you can't stop me. (Stop your suicide!) 
'Cuz I wanna die now (Stop!) x2

i tried and tried to be good...
keep on tryin' and tryin' and then you will be.
i tried and i tried to believe...
never doubt that He loves you infinitely.

My yesterday's gone away, and now it's buried:
It slowly died and it took the worst part of me.
So I know i have got no hate for tommorow:
I guess i've got nothing more, but love for today.
My yesterday's gone away, and now it's buried: (wa-wa-
what i want?)
It slowly died and it took the worst part of me. (wa-
wa-what have i got?)
So I know i have got no hate for tommorow: (wa-wa-what 
i want?)
I guess i've got nothing more, but love for today.

i tried and tried to be good...
i'll keep on tryin' and tryin' and then i will be.
i tried and i tried to believe...
I am sure that He loves me infinitely.