so many times... i heard them say i'm the one...
their words where sweeter than honey, but in the end i 
stayed alone... 'cuz
so many times... the hypocritical backstab
made my tongue twitch and follow the psychodramatical 
rap...
so many eyes... tried to penetrate through me,
tried to elaborate through me... They never apologized!
so many lies... took me over again and again
intoxicated me to the highest degree of inner pain...

so many lips... skied all over my skin
like they where trying to win me and push themeselves 
in...
so many hands... slided down to my butt,
pinched my nips, got 'em up, made me deviously hot.
so many cocks... stiff and one-eyed and blind
pushed and pushed into me hard and deep: they tried and 
they tried.
so many cumshots... I was all spattered with jizz
i felt no love but emptiness, all i could feel went 
like this:

i'd like to know it's nothin'
but a mistake of my own...
someone make me believe
someone make me believe in this...
i'd like to know it's nothin'
but a mistake of my own...
someone make me believe
someone make me believe cuz i...

just can't trust in men anymore...
let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore...
i've wasted my love and got bullshit instead...
so now i'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead...

so many times... i checked my heart for some hope,
climbed outta the window but found nothing on the end 
of the rope.
i breached the skyes... unleashing every scream
like a shot, like a single method that explains what i 
mean.
so many eyes... I wonder who'll be the last?
I've gotta feeling, all my future's buried deep in my 
past. 
So many lies... and every day there's a new,
I can be probably wrong, but i am better than you.

Cuz i don't need... a single thing in your world,
I've got no reasons to lie or even utter a word.
Cuz i don't want... to be your mistress and god:
your not worth my toes, not worth the fucking sickness 
i've got.
And i don't need... Your sympathy and respect
I'm tired of trying, and trying, and trying, tryin' to 
forget
your every deed... and everything that you said,
once more i'm tryin' to find my lost believes before i 
am dead.

i'd like to know it's nothin'
but a mistake of my own...
someone make me believe
someone make me believe in this...
i'd like to know it's nothin'
but a mistake of my own...
someone make me believe
someone make me believe cuz i...

just can't trust in men anymore...
let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore...
i've wasted my love and got bullshit instead...
so now i'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead...

dead... x4
I'm tired of trying, and trying, tryin' to forget...
tryin' to forget... x4

i'd like to know it's nothin'
but a mistake of my own...
someone make me believe
someone make me believe in this...
i'd like to know it's nothin'
but a mistake of my own...
someone make me believe
someone make me believe cuz i...

just can't trust in men anymore...
let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore...
i've wasted my love and got bullshit instead...
so now i'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead...