And I had one of those dreams
You were a three headed woman
You were sleeping with my best friend
I woke up in a sweat

See I've been ripping off my skin
To see what's on the inside
To see what's going on

Oh but I hate you sometimes, for making me feel
The way I feel, for the love that keeps me sane
Is killing me all the same,
It's killing me it's killing me, I'm done

And it's just one of those days
I can't stop thinking about you
I'm as heavy as my hangover is heat
And I woke up in a sweat

I've been wanting to explain
That I'm aware of consequence
And I'm aware of pain now too

Oh but I hate you sometimes, 
For making me feel the way I feel
For the love that keeps me sane
Is killing me all the same

And I don't see the point now
In dragging ourselves
Through all that shame
No I ain't no fucking traitor
I'm hurting all the same
I'm sorry for whatever I have done

Now I walk, I walk alone
And your face follows where I go
But I won't walk that way you know
A hurt that only makes you grow
It tears a hole right through you
And I'll forever know