I waited for you, I watched from inside my head
In a cold, dark room, my tears would bleed, I pretended to be free
There was no moonlight window, just the redness of the wall
I wished upon my recollection of the stars to leave it all

I cannot watch, yet I cannot look away
The fabric of my sanity has begun to fray
I am worth so much more than this, I can’t believe it’s come to this
I hope you are afraid, I hope you are ashamed

I could have run away, but my journey wasn’t through
All my guilt and superstition followed me to you
Why can’t you look into my eyes, are you made of stone?
It’s all too familiar, once again I’m left alone

I cannot watch, yet I cannot look away
The fabric of my sanity has begun to fray
I am worth so much more than this, I can’t believe it’s come to this
I hope you are afraid, I hope you are ashamed