Not long ago

I was inside

your downward spiral

dying slow

distracted life

keep it all down

deserted, not another soul around


fair weathered friends

covenienece wins


Keep it, keep all of your madness

drown in all your sadness

Choke on all your pain

cause I don't want to


You had me pinned

under your thumb

my mind divided

for protection

illusion with

mirrors and screens

black and white

dragging through the in between


Farewell my friends

survival wins


Keep it, Keep all of your madness

drown in all your sadness

Choke on all your pain

cause I don't want to 

Keep it, keep all of your sorrow

suffer through tomorrow

choke on all your shame


Keep it, keep all of your darkness

don't forget to mark this

bitter holiday

CHOKE!

You asked 1000 times

please write a song that's mine

well this is what I have to say to you

You drank yourself half blind

I lived inside your lie

but I'm not meant to die that way