finding the difference deep in me
  try to erect my spine
  by selling my personality
  ?
  Harming the ones I love
  sharing the hate that?s shaking me
  trying to stop my fall
  Fragments of warmth are leaving me
  ?
  Building a wall of lies
  creating a mask of confidence
  filling the cracks that show
  with the solitary of my existance
  ?
  I cannot explain
  what?s forming my disdain
  I cannot feel redemption
  Hate without restraint
  Burry my complaint
  with the rapture of pretention
  ?
  Willing to change my mind
  feeling the distance inside of me
  proving the force of thought
  selling the fear that?s left to be
  ?
  Building a wall of lies
  creating a mask of confidence
  filling the cracks that show
  with the solitary of my existance
  ?
  I cannot explain
  what?s forming my disdain
  I cannnot feel redemption
  Hate without restraint
  Burry my complaint
  with the rapture intention