last night I should have died

to the hand of a best friend...



he held a gun that was mine

and said we'd meet some women in a hotel

and left me there to die



he stopped by my mothers house on his way home

cried with her for an hour

and left some money for my funeral



he held my moms tight

and said god bless his soul

but guess what?

I didn't die



I guess you didn't expect to see me so soon

pleading my absence to the dark side of the moon

what about everything I helped you through?

fuck that

we were deeper more just like brothers

you left me suffering in a hotel room

bleeding and unconscious excepting that I met my doom

and still you turned and I remember you

the tears they burn

there's no forgiving you

I loved you like my own blood

trusted you in my home

was that not enough?

I know that times were rough

but only together could we stay tough

back to back is how we bust

I remember when we were seventeen

cornered in an alley way

I sacrificed my parents van

just to help us get away

we almost died that day

I'd give my life I'd say

but for some money that we could have split

you ride me

and with some honeys major hit

but like always

didn't unload the clip

it was your woman that helped me place this bid

pick up your face you bitch

your lucky that you have kids

or I would fill you up with this lead

while I was pistol whipping his head

you stupid fool

kill me you tried to prize from my demise

now look who's in your eyes

now look who's getting what

its over!

never again

never again

you lost your one friend

your only brother

motherfucker

you know this rage came over me

you know this rage came over me