I close

My eyes

And follow my dreams

Taken away

By thoughts of bitterness

Deep shadows

In my soul

No senses in my heart

Mental abysms

Are haunting

My existence


I am not the one

You think to know

Outside alive and kicking

But inside broken down


My past

Comes closer

And spits me

In my face

Events recures

They'll never let me rest

My will

To live

Is lost since many years

My road

To ruin

Know no resort for me