I've lied too many times before
But you give me what I need
I hurt the ones I try to save
From the pain inside of me
The aching grace of my mistake
Blinds your eyes from this deed
The tears I cry shall fall in vain
Because all of them you see
What faith is left to desecrate
No God above to keep me clean
What lover left to penetrate
The sense of loss engulfing me
I committed too many sins before

But you hold me when I'm weak
I fake the love I try to blame
For the hate inside of me
You said I understood your heart
And only love could be this pure
But now that we are far apart
The lust we knew no longer burns
What faith is left to desecrate
No god above to keep me clean
What lover left to penetrate
The sense of loss engulfing me
My soul gives way to darkness
As candle light is melting down
This hollow night of hallowed light
Will end in bitter sound