let's go for a walk and paint the stars in constellations of cruelty
can you dig the moonlight
pass around the clevers so we can cut each others hearts out
let us dine with out love and make it easy and keep it meaningless
only to disintegrate any ground we shared
can you dig the moonlight 
paint me your sorrow and I'll make you famous
show me your happiness and I'll forget you exist
in my book the characters bleed for what they desire
dream with me so that we can ignite defuse
wear friendship thin smother lust
I do not want what is not mine
I never did
I knew what I wanted but filled time with additives to block the pain of rejection
I spent too much time worrying about me
I am so selfish
I destroyed us and any common ground
but half the fun is rebuilding