Two fists in a wall never did anything 
But lowering all the resale eventually
But how could I know
I’m only the product of my growing up
Never could talk
About anything much 

Now I’m not doing the best that I can
Not doing the best that I can
I take all the hits ‘cause I’m numb to them but I wanna feel again 
More than I know 

Pour another dram; building up the tolerance
The best that I can
You gotta keep everything at an arms length
Playing all the cards that you’re dealt 
Sweep it under the rug ‘til it fills 

Now I’m not doing the best that I can
Not doing the best that I can
I take all the hits ‘cause I’m numb to them
I’m numb to them

Say, I’m okay. I’m alright
Fake a smile, it feels nice 
Say, I’m okay. I’m alright

Always on the run
I never could find a home ‘til I found someone 
Worth the pain of being in love
Love, I gotta be better but I’m scared to death
To look in that mirror and face who I am 

I’m not doing the best that I can
Not doing the best that I can
I take all the hits ‘cause I’m numb to them
But I wanna feel again 
More than I know 
More than I know