Am I the worst man alive?

 My daily grind and duty
 My effort oh so truly
 Genuine and proper

 Always a giver, never a taker
 Maybe I've seen too much
 But never ever had enough

 I just couldn't even bother
 To walk the distance
 No, I can't go any further

 I'm not afraid to die
 A while ago the lord took my wife

 To everyone I am a stranger
 Got no one else by my side
 So I don't pray for nothing that's left in my life

 Am I the worst man alive?
 Am I the worst form of life?
 I'm not afraid to die