decisions decisions
my minds blowing into the screen
television disrupting the sound of the tears
in the kitchen where my mom first threw a knife at me 
mom i said i was sorry
im sitting alone 
i need someone to hold
my heart hurts
decisions to make
am i ready to take my life away

suck it up kid 
youre about to die anyway
your dads wasted
your moms on crack
your brothers gay
never mind that
take a 22 to your mouth 
and blow your brains out
im sitting alone
i need someone to hold
my heart hurts
decisions to make
am i ready to take my life away

im drowning here
to seal the flame
were happy i will seee you all in hell
i cant stop there
to say again
the reason were blown away

away
away
away

decisions decisions
my minds blowing into the screen
television disrupting the sound of the tears
NEVER MIND THAT
take a 22to your mouth 
and blow your brains out
im sitting alone
i need someone to hold 
my heart hurts
decisions to make
am i ready to take my life away