Exposing frenzy of self hatred sickened by, pure disgust 

My raging inner haunting me, torment, 

The voices speaking clearly, chanting, telling me to end this life 

Disfigure this abomination

Deform this shell of abstract, repulsive living



Inspect the tool of choice 



For mayhem eyeing up and down 

The razor blade...



Lift my hand to use the blade to spoil this face, vandalize 

Rip and cut and mutilate, I will damage, leave no trace 

Of this hideous appearance

Feel the razor, the cold steel on my skin, close my eyes, start to smile, 

It'll soon be gone

Staggering the hate's evolving, transform into scorn, despise

Feel it coming now, all the bottled up hate, this will soon be done, release my hate



Let the razor taste my body, go deep 

Blade descending through the tissue, scratch bone, blood is pouring out

Pierce my skin, hacking stabbing, slice my face up, furious rampage 

Slice my tongue, cut my lips off, indulging in self-mutilation



Feeling dizzy now, from the massive bloodloss, this will soon be done, my hate released

Razor has tasted my skin, gone deep, blade now has descent, scratched bone, blood has been poured out. 

On my chin the bone is totally exposed now, colored red 



Time to separate the nose, now the blood is pissing out

The blade is separating tissue from my face, on my command 



My appearance 

Finally complete