little boy ?me?
       a freak
       am I clean?
       ([background whisper] sleep)
       I feel like men
       (sleep little flea)
       I feel like boys
       (little boy me)
       I think I'm peeling
       and the ring in my ears
       from playing too loud
       I hear the ocean
       I hear the crowd
       disconnected
       I am unattached
       unmade bed makes me feel like a failure
       bedroom eyes lead to blurry vision
       blurry vision
       oh...
       oh...
       and the ring in my ears
       from playing too loud
       I hear the ocean
       I hear the crowd
       too pale, too sick
       too scrawny
       but I'll sleep here anyway
       and the sheets smell like bodies
       not mine
       not yours
       not yours...
       it's 2 am
       and it's quiet again
       where's my lip gloss?
       and the ring in my ears
       from playing too loud
       I hear the ocean
       I hear the crowd
       and the ring in my ears
       from playing too loud
       I hear the ocean
       I hear the crowd
       and the ring in my ears
       from playing too loud
       I hear the ocean
       I hear the crowd




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