locked in a still position

swaying back and forth

needles in my arms

broken inside

my chest rips open

and blood runs on the floor

sealing my heart

gazing at a wall

in some dark corner

somewhere in time

try to make sense

relation unknown

alone, alone, alone

in pain, and pain, in pain

fear is here

bleeding inside

oh, you will remind

the anger all lost in fear

i never lied to you

you always lied to me

what the fuck is the difference?

i'm sitting here bleeding inside, inside, inside

it's no big deal

it's no big deal

wrapped in lies

close your eyes

see the pain

locked inside

ripped open for a fucking dollar

a green piece of paper shatters my life

twisted up until i scream

let me go, release me

release me, release me, release me

crying out, hearing sounds

but the feeling got lost away

in some forgotten song

they said, they said

to close my eyes and dream away

dream away, but the pain

the pain didn't go away

it never goes away, it didn't go away

it never goes away

i'm lying in sound

oh, and you, and dream

i'm breaking down

a thousand years, and all the tears

and feelings locked inside, locked inside

tide of emotion

blood, rain, and tears

ruined all the years, ruined all the years

they told me that i was never here

never here, never here, never here