Maybe I'm at fault for feeling this way since the day you came 

pretending to be in a dream I've christened in your name 

so desperate to be noticed my passion running wild inside 

wanting you adoring you skin to skin and side to side 



so near you yet I'm invisible so flawless sweet and beautiful 

I'm captivated by your charm a misleading smile meant to disarm 



Finding a way now to be heard- before you lash out all your violent words 

I'm blinded you're my only concern- a line of heartbreak now's my turn 



If you'd look a little closer maybe you would notice me 

It's pointless dreaming of you my heart's burning fourth degree 

This is desire flaming red I think of you alone in bed 

Day in day out you are inside this heartshaped box I run and hide 



Postmarked to sender returned as your picture slowly burns 

I try to pretend that it's alright your voice wakes me up at night 



You're a wish I never had it'll take a lifetime to understand 

Why I don't deserve a chance to prove I worship your every move 



That line dividing won't be blurred and still you lash out all your violent words 

I'm blinded I'm none of your concern in this game of heartache I'll never learn 

I'll never learn...