I'm no leader
I'm just a mess
It's not the way it's supposed to be
It's just the way it is
I'm afraid we're all victims here
And I'm the one whose in charge
I've lead us all astray again

Oh, how the plot thickens

Are we too far gone 2X
We always assume the worst 2X

I'm afraid no one's listening anymore
I'm freaking out
I'm so sick
I'm making me sick
Don't look down 2X

The only thing in my way is myself
I'm just thinking out loud, I'm just thinking
How can I still be alive
I shoulda been gone so long, so long ago

I can't get away from it all
I messed up like I always do
I gave you nothing
I took you nowhere
You're still listening
I gave you nothing
I took you nowhere
You're still listening

The world around me
Has taken a turn for the worst
I'm left alone
Climbing to the top

Should I jump, should I stay
Can I make another day
Should I jump, should I stay

I am the one whose wrong x4
God forgive me!