swallow my lies. as I obscure my emotions.

why must I contset myself.

always against myself. embody another likeness.

death of true spirit. reflection brings question.

search for another.

I'm sorry. if I can't feel. I'm sorry I'm not real.

pour myself into a mold of you.

grasped to fast. lost my reflection.

why must I contest myself.

always against myself.

imitation gets so far. but it kills from within.

I'm sorry if I can't feel. I'm sorry I'm not real.

every time I think I'm right. I come out wrong.

every time I think to myself. I'm against my self.