These lyrics are beter I think:

I sink into an ocean of a
madness streak to my loneliness
I talk to myself you're some
fucked by a situation I create
A vision of hate
Say it say it say he doesn't
love you anymore
Say it say it don't say only
his love is the cure
You told me it would hurt
We both knew it would hurt
But I didn't know
It would hurt so much
You told me it would hurt
We both knew it would hurt
But you didn't tell
It would hurt me first
Monsters are not under my bed
They are dancing in my head
It's burning in my chest
My guts keep on telling me
Something I don't wanna hear
That you will never come back to my door
Say it say it say he doesn't
love you anymore
Say it say it
Don't say only his love is the cure
You told me it would hurt
We both knew it would hurt
But I didn't know
It would hurt me first
You told me it would hurt
We both knew it would hurt
But you didn't tell
It would hurt so much
Yes it feels
How it feels
It feels so bad
It feels insane
It feels I'm not in love
Yes it feels
How it feels
It feels so bad
I feel so I'm not in love
You told me it would hurt
We both knew it would hurt
But I didn't know
It would hurt so much