I'm so 
Hidden and you're never gonna see 
I'm cold 
Forgiven all because of my beliefs 
I'm no 
Body that you ever wanna be 
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me 


Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me 
But there's nothing that you can do to me lately 
Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined 
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind 
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once 
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us 

So many questions, fingers pointing for answers 
Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture 
With green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fast 
To think about and most people can't dream about 
A hundred million miles and every single second 
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence 
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures 
We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever 
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence 
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences 


I'm so 
Hidden and you're never gonna see 
I'm cold 
Forgiven all because of my beliefs 
I'm no 
Body that you ever wanna be 
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me 


I am my own worst enemy 
I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be 
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery 
My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy 
The brain's confused and mentally abused 
Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose? 
And what the fuck I got to prove to you? 
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me 
You can put that on my real homies 
I got problems and they stack like bills 
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed 
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark 
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart 
I'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading away 
I'm out of touch with society and living today 
Never relying on my sanity, I threw it away 
To become the maniac that's got your attention today 


I'm so 
Hidden and you're never gonna see 
I'm cold 
Forgiven all because of my beliefs 
I'm no 
Body that you ever wanna be 
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me 


Can you keep a secret? 
Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it? 
But I'm still alive... and been floating since '95 
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside 
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile 
Because it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now 
And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again 
And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in 


I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found 
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down 
No soul, no heart because I gave it away 
No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day 
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds 
That hover above me and cover the ugly 
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low 
That's the same reason I hold on and never let go 


I'm so 
Hidden and you're never gonna see 
I'm cold 
Forgiven all because of my beliefs 
I'm no 
Body that you ever wanna be 
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me