you say, 'it's so important.'and, 'one day, you will find 
it.'
and you pray for me
don't you prey on me.
(once i was afraid)
redefine vocation,
take out the religion.
for all you know, i'm no good.
i am not right, no good intentions here.
you fill my head with shit again
and why do i pollute my body?
i don't need correction
i don't need your redirection.
i am afraid i may lose this which you speak of.
i can't define this success; i merely possess in your 
eyes.
don't you prey on me, i will lose track of you, anyway.
don't you prey on me, hindsight steers me clear of you 
these days.
and where do we go now?
you don't know what this future entails.