Barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead barely alive cause I'm dead on the

inside barely alive cause I'm dead... 

FUCK 

Sleepless and I feel this helpless within this illness keep this in the darkness kill this but I want this 

So here I go again tryna numb my pain cut a little deeper but it feels the same close my eyes and I see the

light wide awake I pretend that I... will survive, mouth is dry shed my skin and I don't know why can't escape

cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse 

Shameless and I blame this own this because I chose this hopeless and I know this need this but I loathe this 

Repeat chorus 

I love my self abuse i hate my self 

Barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm

dead 

I love this self abuse, I hate this self abuse I love this self abuse, I hate this... 

Hush little baby don't you cry hush little baby don't you cry DON'T YOU CRY! 

Barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead...FUCK! barely alive cause I'm dead on

the inside barely alive cause I'm dead... FLUX!! 

CRUCIFIE